Something About Love

LOVE. Oh im poor in this thing. Hahaa. Gue emang gak pernah bercinta. Bukannya gue gak punya rasa cinta, tapi hanya aja gue belon menemukan yang pas.

Oya, gue punya kisah cinta saat Sekolah Dasar dulu. CINTA MONYET. Whatever they say, this is my first love. Yah waktu itu gue gue kelas 6 sd bisa dibilang jaman2nya remaja labil. Gue ngerasa gue remaja paling gahul, gue juga ngerasa gue cantik banget (what the hell?) yah begitulah jika anda baru saja beranjak menjadi remaja. Oke kembali ke crita awal. Di Kelas gue punya temen cowok , kita sebut saja Rey (nama samaran) dia pernah jadi temen sebangkunya waktu kelas 3 sd. Yah gue selalu nyiksa dia gara2 dia sering nyontek pekerjaan rumah n ulangan gue. Gue dulu waktu sd yah lumayan pinterlah. Oke, satu hal kecil yang mengawali semua perjalan cinta monyet gue, gue bantu dia ngiket tali sepatu! Waktu itu dia sepatu baru, dan dia gak bisa ngiket tali sepatunya oke gue bantu dia. Whats wrong baby? i just helped him. Masalah itu terlupakan, sampailah aku di kelas 4. Gue udah gak sebangku bareng dia lagi. Dan kelasempatlah peristiwa 'ngiket tali sepatu' itu kembali diungkit. Rey udah berubah gak seperti dia yang dulu, yang sangat amat polos saat gue cubit2. Hahaha. Dia sudah bergaul dengan teman2 sebayanya yang memang kurang perhatian sehingga mereka sering cari perhatian disekolah. Nah, di kelas 4 sd ini si Rey bales dendam ke gue, dia mulai gangguin gue dengan cara mukul2 atau dengan kekerasan lain. Oh gue sangat menderita! Dan mama gue pernah dateng ke sekolah nyari Rey gara2 liat tangan gue berdarah karena dia. Sejak saat itu mama di sekolah di cap galak. Poor Momma. Waktu tinggal beberapa bulan lagi kelas 5 SD, rey sm tmn2nya dateng ke gue. Temennya bilang Rey suka kalo gue yang ngiketin tali sepatunya (-___-) Dan temenya juga bilang kalo dia suka gue. Gue kaget, syok. Dia selalu nyiksa gue, kenapa dia jadi suka sm gue. Aneh. Karena waktu itu gue benci banget sama dia, gue diemin aja gue gak peduli dia mau ngapainlah. Hahahaa.

Oke kelas 5 sd penderitaan gue belon juga berhenti, gue tambah gak ngerti deh sama dia. Katanya suka? Apaan neh, masak org yang dia suka disakitin sih. Ahh gue semakin yakin kalo dia memang cowok aneh. Yak absolutely Aneh. Pada saat itu juga, cara pandang gue ke dia berbeda. Gue ngerasa seneng kalo dia udah menuju bangku duduk gue. Tuhkan, gue ikutan aneh. Tapi gue masih aja menderita, tapi gue malah seneng karena dengan dia jailin gue , gue bisa deket2 dia. Hahahaha. Jatuh Cinta.

Masa yang paling indah adalah kelas 6 SD. Walaupun tes2 sekolah dan semacam try out sudah sering menghantui masa2 remaja gue, gue tetep paling seneng saat ini. Karena pada saat ini cinta gue sama dia bersemi. YAk gue mulai smsan sm dia dan akhirnya bulan Agustus 2009 gue jadian. Dan saat itu gue ngerasain cinta, yak memang beneran cinta. FIRST LOVE. Yah gue putus nyambung gitu deh. Tapi suer gue cinta mati bgt sama dia. Akhir kelas 6 gue putusin dia, karena gue takut pacaran jarak jauh. Kita keterima di smp yang berbeda. Well, i hate long distance relationship. Tapi gue gak mau guek mauuuu gue maunya jalan trs. GAK MUNGKIN.

But now, gue berubah dia juga berubah. Gue masih sering liat profilnya di facebook atau sekedar basa-basi di chat room. Yah perasaan gue tetep gak berubah. Gue masih syg dia. Tapi dia bkn dia yang dulu. Tragis. Tinggalah gue yang jatuh cinta sendirian. So sick mamen >.<

"I'LL KEEP THIS FEELING and ALWAYS LOVE YOU"

Alexis Jordan - Good Girl

I like tight jeans, dark shades,

When I walk the ground shakes (boom)

Like an 808 (boom)

You appreciate my lean

Body nice shape,

Wanna take me on a date (move)

You've got what it takes (move)

You better have some cake.

I like, how I'm catching your eyes,

I like, how I don't even try,

I like you, I like you boy,

I like you, boy.

[Chorus]

You might mistake me for heart breaker,

'Cause there's blood on the floor,

I'm hoping you will see, there's something good in me,

Never seen before,

Might mistake me for a heart breaker,

'Cause there's blood on the floor,

I know you're shaking me,

My heart is there for keeps, there's an open door.

I know I can be a good, good girl,

I know I can be a good, good girl,

I know I can be a good girl,

But I've been bad before.

Good girl,

I know I can be a good, good girl,

I know I can be a good, good girl,

I know I can be a good girl,

But I've been bad before.

Good girl, but I've been bad before.

I chew bubble gum and talk fast,

Switch up to high class (grooves)

On my day to day (grooves)

On these 28's,

My...

But I can't kiss a car. (lose)

If you walk away (lose)

This could be your day

I like, how I'm catching your eyes,

I like, how I don't even even try,

I like you, I like you boy,

I like you, boy.

[CHORUS]

You might mistake me for heartbreaker,

'Cause there's blood on the floor,

I'm hoping you will see, there's something good in me,

Never seen before,

Might mistake me for a heartbreaker,

'Cause there's blood on the floor,

I know you're shaking me,

My heart is there for keeps, there's an open door.

I know I can be a good, good girl,

I know I can be a good, good girl,

I know I can be a good girl,

But I've been bad before.

Good girl, but I've been bad before

Good, good girl,

I know I can be a good, good girl,

I know I can be a good girl,

But I've been bad before.

Good girl, but I've been bad before. [x5]

Avril Lavigne - What The Hell

You say that I'm messing with your head (yeah yeah yeah yeah)

All cuz I was making out with your friend (yeah yeah yeah yeah)

Love hurts whether it's right or wrong (yeah yeah yeah yeah)

I can't stop cuz I'm having too much fun (yeah yeah yeah yeah)

You're on your knees, begging please, stay with me

But honestly I just need to be a little crazy

All my life I've been good, but now

I, I, I, am thinking what the hell

All I want is to mess around

And I, I, I don't really care about

If you love me

If you hate me

You can save me

Baby, baby

All my life I've been good, but now

Whoooooooa what the hell!

What? What? What the hell

So what? If I go out on a million dates? (yeah yeah yeah yeah)

You never call or listen to me anyway (yeah yeah yeah yeah)

I'd rather rage than sit around and wait all day (yeah yeah yeah yeah)

Don't get me wrong, I just need some time to play (e-yea)

You're on your knees, begging please, stay with me (?)

But honestly I just need to be a little crazy (crazy!)

All my life I've been good, but now

I, I, I, am thinking what the hell

All I want is to mess around

And I, I, I don't really care about

If you love me

If you hate me

You can save me

Baby, baby

All my life I've been good, but now

Whoooooooa what the hell!

La la la la la la la

whoa whoa whoa

La la la la la la la

whoa whoa whoa

You say that I'm messing with your head

Boy, I like messing in your bed

Yeah, I am messing with your head

When I'm messing with you in bed

All my life I've been good, but now

I, I, I, am thinking what the hell (what the hell!)

All I want is to mess around

And I, I, I don't really care about (I don't care about!)

All my life I've been good, but now

I, I, I, am thinking what the hell

All I want is to mess around

And I, I, I don't really care about (If you love me)

If you love me (you know)

If you hate me (you know)

You can save me

Baby, baby (If you love me)

All my life I've been good, but now

Whoooooooa what the hell!

La la la la la la la la la la

La la la la la la la la la

Simple Plan - Save You

Take a breath
I pull myself together
Just another step till I reach the door
You'll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you
I wish that I could tell you something
To take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

When I hear your voice
Its drowning in a whisper
It's just skin and bones
There's nothing left to take
And no matter what I do I can't make you feel better
If only I could find the answer
To help me understand

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

That if you fall, stumble down
I'll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
I'll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up cause I'll be waiting if you fall
Oh you know I'll be there for you

(Ahahaha)
If only I could find the answer
To take it all away

Sometimes i wish i could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know
(Oh)
I wish I could save you
I want you to know
(Ohohh)
I wish I could save you (oh)

UTS yang menghantui ~

aaah sebentr lagi uts! duh harus bisa dpt nilai bagus! okeee selama ini gue belon pernah dpt nilai uts dengan sempurna. Iyeelah belajar aja gak pernah! hahaha. But sekarang gue harus berusaha, gue udah kls 8 dan sebentar lagi kelas 9. Gue harus berjuang keras bgt bgttttt untuk dape tpa dan lulus di SMA favorit. Tapi berjuang ini sangat sangat sangaaaaaaat menguras hati dan pikiran. SADIS. Alhasil yang gue kerjakan hanya blogging and tweeting. sungguh jauh dari rencana awal. Yeah! Dengan begini nilai rapor gue tetep aja jalan di tempat. Yah syukurnya gak menurun. Setelah sadar nilai rapor diem2 aje, gue mulai aja rajin2 belajar. Tapi itu tentu saja tidak berlangsung lamahahha. Kembali lagi blogging seperti ini. Yasudahlah gue bakal tetep berusaha untuk mendapat hasil yang WAH! Wish me luck ;)

Bruno Mars - Grenade

Easy come, easy go
That's just how you live, oh
Take, take, take it all,
But you never give
Should of known you was trouble from the first kiss,
Why were they open?
Gave you all I had
And you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked,
Cause what you don't understand is
I’d catch a grenade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I’d jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah , yeah)
You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Oh, oh
I would go through all this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for ya baby;
But you won't do the same

No, no, no, no
Black, black, black and blue beat me till I'm numb
Tell the devil I said “hey” when you get back to where you're from
Mad woman, bad woman,
That's just what you are, yeah,
You’ll smile in my face then rip the breaks out my car
Gave you all I had
And you tossed it in the trash

You tossed it in the trash, yes you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
Cause what you don't understand is
I’d catch a grenade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I’d jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah , yeah)
You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Oh, oh
I would go through all this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for ya baby;
But you won't do the same

If my body was on fire, ooh
You’ d watch me burn down in flames
You said you loved me you're a liar
Cause you never, ever, ever did baby...
But darling I’ll still catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I’d jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah , yeah)
You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Oh, oh
I would go through all this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for ya baby;
But you won't do the same.
No, you won’t do the same,
You wouldn’t do the same,
Ooh, you’ll never do the same,
No, no, no, no

I'm Back Bloggers ;)

halooooooo apa kabar semua? lama banget yak gue gapernah nulis2 lagi (emg biasanya sering?) hahahaha. Oke satu2nya alesan knp gue gapernah nulis lagi adalah TUGAS. Oh My God, tugas2 selalu menyiksaku. And they are Fuckin Bully! Ah shitty my day always full with task task task and task! Capeeeek, gue selalu ngerasa capek setiap hari. Yah walaupun gue dikasi tugas sebabrek gue tetep gabisa pinter2 kyk Tude si profesor di kelas gue. Yaiyalah org gue buat tgsnya gak seratus persen buat sendiri! hehehe. Bulan ini juga pemantapan sore udah mulai diadakan. Yaowo gue sekolah dari jam stengah tujuh pagi sampe stengah lima sore! STRES. Gue memang seharusnya jadi gila stelah ini. Oh poor.

okay, nanti gue bakal lanjut bubay ;)